One week from today, I’ll either be in surgery or prepping for surgery. All I could think about last night (other than the last episode of Sons of Anarchy) was my surgery. I kept looking at my stomach and wondering what it would look like. Will they get all that big roll of fat and skin around my midsection. My worry is that I will wake up from surgery and still look the same. That would be a waste of $20k and weeks of pain.
Work sucks today too. Quality problems and HR problems.
I didn’t run or do boxing bag last night. I feel lazy right now and not sure why. My doctor said exercise like the devil until surgery because it will help the healing afterwards. I was forewarned so I can’t bitch after the surgery.
I’m trying to stay busy to keep my mind off of the surgery. I’m not doing a good job at that! I’m less nervous today….I think.
I am doing some last minute going over what I need to do the day before etc. I’m making sure I have my list of things that I’m going to need once I get out of the hospital.
I bought a bag of mixed nuts and ate way to many. I have a weakness for nuts except for cashews.